The Pieces
I
cried today, not because I miss you or even wanted you but because
I realized I'm gonna be all right without you. I wish he meant
it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someone who loved me
but I can only go back and see someone who used me. You always say you
hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you
hurt me, did you close your eyes? Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do
or say to me. So... from now on... when you think of me... just remember
that I could've been the best thing you ever had. Why did I break up with
him? Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the
pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces
fit together.And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two
different puzzles. That's why I did it, he needs to understand that. You
hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more then you
deserve, why am I such a fool? You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and
said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to
myself... everything is. You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and
please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that
everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.I don't know which I
would rather believe... that you never did care or that you eventually stopped. I
think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will
be in love with you for the rest of my life. While I was holding on all
you did was let go at times. Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can
hurt you that way. I just wonder how many people never get the one they
want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have. The hardest thing
about growing up is that you have to do what is right for you even if it means
breaking someone's heart. Including your own. Sometimes all you need is a
broken heart to realize that something even better is right in front of our
eyes, just waiting to be found.Of course, you're going to get your heart
broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of
growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time.
You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it.
And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come
along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again.
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